now your gone, but a peice of me is still holding on'

do you ever think about the memories we shared together,
do you ever take a glance at a picture of us together and wonder why things changed?
and why you went away to have a new life with out me,
i hate it,
i hate missing another day with out you in my life,
i hate missing another day with out seeing your face, or hearing your voice,

its been months now, and when we do see each other its just weird,
because its hard for me to let you back in, after all, your never around to show me the person you can be,

i know that this hurts you,
it hurts me too, and i wish there was something i could do to make things easier,
your that one person who i need in my life,
and turns out your not in it,

as i pace myself, because im scared of getting hurt again,
i try to understand.
this isnt how things should be, but they are,
why cant you just see, how much this kills me inside.

i stare at the ceiling and all that crosses my mind is that your gone.
are you ever coming back,
do you even want to?

when someone leaves, its so hard to build the streength to let it go, and forgive them even though you want to so bad, its hard,.
and it eventually gets hard to let others in, having that one simple fear of them leaving.
we have all probably had that experience of someone just getting up and dissapearing into this world, and i know how it feels, esepecialy when that one person never comes back, and you hardly ever see them.
but theres a world out there, and it waiting for you,
dont be afraid to let others in , because the moment you think that love is over rated, is the exact moment your wronge.,
just because someone you loved has left doesnt meen everyone is going to be like,

dont fear something like holding on,
becasuse with a little bit of hope and faith,
things can turn around.,

dont stop believing in that one person who may have left, becasue the truth is they are just as confused as you are,
they just havnt realized how much they may be hurting you,
just dont give up onthem. as hard as it might be , keep holding on, because one day they can change.