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Saturday, February 20, 2010

the world around us..

I used to know the girl who looked into the mirror, but than again i used to know you too.
I guess things slip away and memory fades unexpected if you realize it or not, and the only thing thats keeping you going is the thought of all the people in this world who dont even get the chance to be themselves, or learn what life is about.

Instead they are slowly dieing, while we all complain and regret our lives. Theres people in this world who dont even get the chance to love, feel, or know their family, when we sometimes push them away and take things for granted way to easily.

We are all sitting around waiting for things to happen. There are people in this world who dont have any more time to just wait. We all say regretful words to people we love, but what if your that one person whos loved one dies seconds, minutes or hours after you say those heartless and painful words.

We take things for granted way to much. And you have to realize you cant take things back.
There are people in this world who dont have second chances, to be someone better than who they have been, who are dieing right before our eyes, and we just watch or ignore the things we try not to see. The things most of us are afraid of. Tut thats not the answer.

We need to look at life differently starting with thinking about all the people in the world who are falling apart, fighting everyday, or slowly dieing, and we are out here worried about things that dont even matter.

Friday, February 12, 2010

'waiting for you.

I've been sitting here for years now, thinkin im better off without you.
I know there's got to be more to me than you..

I guess im just trying to find myself, but with you gone.. and im here thinkin it through,
it feels close to impossible. Close to nothing.

All the days that go by and past us, we cant ever relive.
All the days your not here...
You cant ever take back. You cant relive it.

But you could start now.


Sincerely,
your girl just waiting.. waiting for you'

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

No matter how dark it gets, there is a light.


When you walk out the door into this silent world, but yet you know exactly what it thinks of you.

The feeling of not being wanted, the feeling of being afraid to walk out that door, the feeling of curiosity.



Your just trying to find security, but when you walk out that door into this world, a world that shapes who you are every single day if you know it or not. It feels like your alone. No matter how much you have it all doesnt matter because its who you are that determines what you do have.



This world can be so tough sometimes, it can take you off your feet and lead you down a path that isnt good enough for you. You see theres better things out there for you, then where you are right now.

Dont give up on life.



There will come times of regret, suffering, and trying to put the puzzle peices together.

but to give up on that, just shows how much your afraid to actually move on.

Dont let the broken heart, the lies, the friends who stab you in the back, the people who tell you things you dont want to hear, the bad news, the nightmeres, the failures, the person you have been, shape who you are. dont let them keep you from moving on, because its possible.



The world around you will try to do anything just to keep you from moving forward but instead taking your feet out from under you, and watching you fall. watching you fail and watching your heart break everytime you think theres no way out.



There is a way out.,

There is a light at the end of a dark tunnel. Its your choice to walk out of it.

There is a hope for the hopeless.



there is healing for the hurt.

There are answers for your questions.



Just beacause you fall once, or you fall twice, or even more times than you can count, does not mean its the end for you.

There is so much more for you out in this world. Dont let this world shape who you are. shape yourself .

Because sometimes all the world does is tear you down.



so you put all these walls up, gaurding your heart from being broken or from letting anything close to you.

but the world cant tear you down if you show it who you are, if you stay strong and dont give up.



It can be a cold place sometimes, but dont let that destract you from being yourself or from being the person you want to be, you can change no matter how much youve been struggling in this world.

you can change.



There are answers, and there is a hope.



Dont just give up becase you have already fallen.

Get back up and show the world that nothing can tear you down.



keep your hope, no matter how dark it gets somtimes, there is a light.

Dont give up and let all your hopes and dreams all fall right in front of your face.



Dont let the world hold you... You stand up and hold your own world.




Friday, February 5, 2010

i wish you could just see.

& i just miss you.
its hard going through everyday wondering where you are, and if you even care.. cuz you dont act like you care at all.

i wish i just new the answers, but you dont seem to want to give me any.
i wish you could look at me, and know the pain im feeling, but we dont even see each other.

i wish we could go back,
or start over.
anything but what has happened now.

im just a girl trying to figure these questions out, find some answers and understand why.
it feels as though nothing makes sence anymore.

i wish you could just open your eyes to notice this distance between us,
its done nothing but making us strangers.

i wish you could just see.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

letting go'

sometimes letting go is the best thing.

holding onto something or someone for so long, your gunna have to realize sometime that its time to let go.

if they are now a part of your past, and just your past,.. well then you cant fully move on if your still holding onto that one thing, it just keeps you from moving forward.

letting go isnt the easiest thing to do, because we all fear of losing.
But sometimes, 'losing' is the only thing that will get us a win in life.

we all know that somethings and people in our life, well arnt the missing peice of the puzzle that you need.
Sometimes in life its best to just let them go, and try to look for that peice that fits just right, instead of one on the side of the page that has no spot.

the truth is, its not easy, letting go,
but its not always easy to hold on either.

Monday, February 1, 2010

figuring me out'

I'm searching to find out who i am.

It gets tough sometimes, because things are takin away from me, and out of my life and it leaves me questioning a million things.

Like maybe im not supposed to be where i am at right now, and maybe its a sign from God, or a test.

I want to figure me out.

I want to live for God everyday, and i want him to show me who i am supposed to be, who he wants me to be.

Im just trying to figure things out.
trying to figure me out.

I need your help'