i know one day you will change.

and i remember the simple things that you've said,
the simple things you've promised me in the past,
the promises that were kept, and the ones that you lost in your busy life, that i feel as if im not in anymore,
i remember all the times we have shared. The laughs, the smiles, the talks, the hugs, just knowing that you were there, i remember it all.

but now you seeem so far away, you are miles away. As your slowly drifting away in this life, it has been getting harder for me to hold on, and not give up. Everyday i face those questions, the thoughts about how are you doing, where are you going in life, what are you doing with your life. Do you ever think of me as much as i think about you, do you ever go to bed at night wondering why it has been another day of scilence between us, and why you never did take the chance to come around, kind of like a day wasted on trying to get to know me, i feel as if i dont even know you anymore, and its really sad. Not knowing someone i love so much, kills me inside.

As my heart achs, my hope and faith become all that i have for you, and believing that one day you can change. Change your whole life around, and not be afraid of what you have, live with the things you have, and fight for the real dreams that you want to put into existance. Move on from the place you have been living for years, and the lifestyle you have created for your self, WAKE UP. and just get out of that horrible mess of a place, because i know somewhere in you, you dont even know how you got there, but that doesnt meen you have to still stay inthat place. Get out and move on, show me the person you really are.
Because i know that person is somewhere in you, the one that i used to know, the one that alot of people used to know and have a great relationship with, come back, and prove to us, that change is possible for you, because we love you.

and i will never stop believing in you,
i have faith that you can change,
and i hope that you can show me, who the real you is underneith of all walls you put up around yourself and your life,
it really feels like your shutting me out of it. I dont even know where you are.
are we beginning to be more like stranger's. then anything else.

even though all of this is happening,
i go on in life, realizing that people will leave, but really there not gone, because they will always be in my heart, no matter what. Its just the people that you just cant let go of.