Do you hide from your feelings, and who you really are?

hmm so im just sitting here and i've just been thinking about what i should write about next..

i always write about feelings you know , like about how i may have been feeling in the past, or how i was feeling the moment i wrote those notes. Trying to relate to who ever is reading them, because i know that alot of us all feel the same things at one point in our lives.

Have you ever wondered what it would be like if we didnt feel? . i meen if all those times our hearts have been broken and we never felt a thing, or all the times we have fell for someone, and we never really realized what it really felt like.

Alot of us try to avoid the pain and hurt, by fakeing a smile and going on with our lives, we pretend we dont feel the hurt or pain , but really its all we feel. Its when we pretend we dont feel anything. I meen if we didnt feel then you probably think your life would be way more easier than how it is now for you, but do you ever stop to think, mabe those things happen for reasons.

picture it this way, the people who leave, only left because having them in your life wasnt good for you, yourself. Everytime your heart gets broken, it only makes you stronger and mabe you werent ready for someone to take your heart in the first place. Every second you go on thinking about that one person, makes you realize that , that person is the one for you. Every time we feel that theres people around us who love us, isnt that a great feeling.

Our feelings are what we make them, most of the time we cant help them though, i meen we feel what we feel right, good feelings, bad feelings, scary feelings, there all the same because in the end its just about how you really feel, and how you feel about yourself. In the end its about how you feel abotu your past, and what goes on in your head, and thats when you make the decision not to go back, or sometimes make the decision thats who i wish i still was.

see i think alot of people take there feelings and they dont show them, like alot of us are so indecisive about ourselves we dont know who the real us is, and we are scared to show people who that person may be, so instead of letting people know how we feel and what not, we stay back and hide from our feelings.

its so over rated i meen, not being able to show who the real you is, it doesnt get you anywhere cause all you end up doing is living one big lie, and not being able to express your feelings, then no one will know how you feel inside and what ends up happening is, you just bottling it all up.
keeping it in,
and not letting it go.

think about it, do you hide from your reall feelings? Do you picture yourself as someone totally different and live your life in that point of view?.

stop hiding your feelings , let them out, and move on, and be who you are, because if not, then no one will know you from who you are, they will only know you from who you pretend to be.
there for your living one big lie.