change'

okay , so have you ever sat down and wondered why?
i meen why do things always change,
why do our feelings change, why do people change,
why do we change as a person. Things can be going so great in this life, and then you hit one curve and sudenly your life goes out of control.

you know you had to do the things you did, but you dont understand why they had to happen the way they did, but i guess things just clearly change right, things you dont really have control over, its just how you feel inside.

everything around you may change, the feelings, the thoughts, the emotions, everything, even people. But then you start to realize, if this is the out come , and this is how you are feeling right now , is it worth it? I meen you tried your hardest to make things a little better, but you cant do it alone. Just a short response, and it gives you nothing but a bad feeling inside, did i do the right thing?

But why even question yourself., you cant hide your feelings, so just let them out. If thats all they have to say, then so be it , because clearly they dont even know you, and who you really are . just one big missunderstanding. as things slowly slip and fade away .

A little sorry , and just a remark that keeps you in hurt, .
wondering why things happen for reasons, because you cant seem to find the reason for this one, but i guess it only needs time, .
If only you really knew me, and who i was. Not a person who would clearly remove you from their life, but a person whilling to make things right.
but like you said , you dont feel the same,

so im left there with that answer, you say "im sorry i wasted your precious time" .
but really, im sorry you could ever think that .

things always change, people always change, our thoughts, emotions, and everything, they just change.
and im sorry . but now i realize everything .

things happen for reasons ! . out of control , it all just slipps and slowley fades away, .
i just wish he knew how much it hurts to know he doenst want to even be friends anymore.
but then you think to yourself,
maybe theres a better thing out there for you, like i said , "things happen for reasons"

and sometimes you just cant control ,
the real change your in for.