You don't know me, & you don't even care.

isn't so sure what to do at this point.

reading back, "I haven't heard from you in a while" and then no response seems to be all that it ever was.

maybe this person I have been lately, is just someone who is making one of the things I love feel so distant from me, and so tonight I have realized.

maybe this person I have recently been trying to live as, is someone who is just trying to avoid the pain and the loneliness of his non existent love, and so tonight I have realized.

maybe this person I have been lately, is just someone who thinks everything is okay, when really all she is doing is pushing her reality away, and so tonight I have realized.

I need to find myself again.

"The ocean is my only medication."