Times- Tenth Avenue North

i know i need you i need to love you i love to see you, but its been so long i long to feel you i feel this need for you' and i need to hear you is that so wrong? now you pulled me near you when we're close i fear you still im afraid to tell you all that i've done are you done forgiving? or can you look past my pretending? Lord im so tired of defending what ive become what have i become? i hear you say "my love is over, its underneath, its inside, its in between the times you doubt me, when you cant feel the times that youve questioned "is this for real? the times youre broken, the times that you mend the times you hate me and the times that you bend well my love is over, its underneath its inside, its in between these times your healing and when your heart breaks the times that you feel youve fallen from grace the times your hurting the times that you heal the times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal in times of confusion, and chaos and pain im there in your sorrow under the weight of your shame im there through your heartache im there in the storm my love i will keep you by my power alone i dont care where youve fallen, where you have been ill never forsake you my love never ends, it never ends

I'm watching my world pass me by;
And I feel like everything has changed everything is different now.

I'm Starting to forget about who you are; or maybe i've just always had the idea of you, and I never really knew you.

I woke up this morning and I thought, What's the point
But then I thought about how I got here;

& I'm wondering if I can ever bring you back

If only everytime I opened my eyes, I could see everything as beautiful

If only everytime I opened my eyes, all the lies, suffering and darkness could be taken away

Then maybe I could see everything as more beautiful

Without you; was never something I chose,

It was something that you chose