Goodbye'

I'm letting you go today..

Gone into the wind,

its been a slow fade.. but today your gone.

Theres no turning back to you anymore. I'm leaving you behind.

Your in my past now, and thats how it will stay. The wind will take you away far away, and the peice of you will be left behind. Because this girl here, well, shes moving on. I know its the right thing to do. I've been holding onto you for to long, and this part of me is walking forward. This part of me is letting you go. Your like a piece in a puzzle that doesnt fit, a peice that shouldnt be here and ive got to throw you away, it's time to make the past the past... because your still here i cant, i need to let you go. Just an extra peice that ive placed in my life, but today i realize, i havnt moved on with you still here.

And the truth is, i dont want to keep you & i dont want to remember you anymore. I just want you gone.

today i say goodbye to you.

so here it is...

'goodbye.

temporary home.

Sometimes i wish i could just get out of here,
like theres a better place somewhere else, because i know there is a better place.
And i know that this is just my temporary home.

But ive realized something..

We walk through life, with attendancy to just think about our own, and our life story because its te story we have been living, its the story we know. We dont think about others and how theres could be worst because to us our life story is the problem. If you actually think to yourself theres alot more people around you whose life story is tearing them apart more than you could ever imagine.

So i think that if we all took a moment and thought about the people around us, even if they may e strangers then our life story wouldnt be the problem. We would start to realize alot of things about life just by knowing someone els's.

This is my temporary home, and God has a plan for my life.
I am his daughter and i will hold onto him with everything i am, no matter how many times i have failed him, i know i am forgiven.

I will follow him, he is my direction.
I will run afer him.

Dear Friend,

Your always here for me, someone i can talk to easily.
About anything, and i know that i can trust you, and i know that i can take your advice on anything.
I can tell you anything, and i mean anything and i trust that you wont let it get out to anyone.

I know we have both been through hard times in our lives, where its hard to understand alot of things,
sometimes its even hard to understand who we are ourselves.
or for me at least.

But i know that i can count on you to always be here for me.
By talking to each other about things that we are going through ourselves. Really lets me realize alot of things about life, just by knowing really your life story and the things you have been through, and the things you are going through right now.

It lets me know that even in the midst of hard times...
no matter what is going on in our lives we have each other to always bring hope into a dark place that we might be in. Theres always going to be those times... where the light feels so far away...

But having a Best friend like you, lets the light seem more possible.
rather than impossible.

You have helped me through a lot of things in life,
thank you.

"I'm standing underneith the stars, & i wish you were here. "

"I'll never know how much it cost,
to see my sin upon that cross.

Here i am to worship,
here i am to bow down,
here i am to say that your my god,
your altogether lovely,
all together worthy,
all together wonderful to me"

"The Letter"

.....

Though stunned by those words,

she held her composure.

As she gazed reverently at the words layed out on that ancient letter.

.....

Realization began to sink in.

It made her realize something that she didnt want to admit.

.....

It felt like waves crashing violently, her world began to fall, though the wind abruptly died.

The roar of the ocean around her echoing through the thin air kept its pace.

She felt everything.

.....

In a sudden spurt of frusteration, the sound of her breathing gradually deepened relentlessly.

The feeling of futility began to cave in.

.....

....becoming smaller with every passing moment.

tears welling up in her eyes.

.....

Trying and failing to fall asleep, she thought of one thing.

She had to let go.

.....

She had to let it all go.

.....

Waves crashing and the echo of the ocean through the thin air, she reached her hands out,

hoping for something to hold her ground.

.....

She let go of those profound words scattered onto that page.

The letter that left her deeply stunned.

.....

She let it go.

.....

The letter soared into the clouds that would obliterate everything below.

.....

She realized that she spent so much of her time making up for things she failed to say,

as hard as it was to admit, she did.

.....

Sometimes people just dont understand.
they come up with their own ideas, their own thoughts and opinions about your life.

they cant fully understand how you feel about things because they arnt you, and they dont go through the same things you have gone through.

Lost between who i was, and who i am.

~Silence defeated by a ray of hope~

I woke up from a dream,
He was there, standing right next to me, everything felt so real.

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

THE SPACE IN BETWEEN US

.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

let it all go

Maybe its time to let it all go,

& so i fall,

i dont want to feel this small,

i dont know how to handle this at all.

I was so close,

and it was the most i have ever been through. It was the most i have ever felt before.

how can you ask for me to stay here with you tonight, when all you ever do is go.

Maybe its time to let it all go.

"With God All Things Are Possible."

Mathew 19:27

Sometimes life throws bumps in the road your on,
& at those moments, you just dont know how to get over them.

Peter Claus McGuigan: August 16th 1934 - August 10th 2009

You Will Always Be... In Our Hearts
R.I.P Papa Pete
We Will Remember!

Even Though You Arn't here with us now, you will always be in our hearts, and i know one day we will see you again.
I Love You Papa Pete!