You've got your whole life ahead of you,
dont throw it all away by living in the past.

<3

Every single day, I thank God for his unseen hands,
sometimes erging me onward and pushing me to move forward,
sometimes holding me back; from the things that will interfere with his plan for my life.
Sometimes with his aproval, sometimes with his correcting,
and sometimes for his comforting.

My life is in his hands.
And i trust him with all my heart,

Romans 11:29 says;

"For god's gift and his call are irrevocable."

Genesis 28:15 says;

"I'am with you and will watch over you where ever you go, and i will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until i have done what i have promised you."

My life is blessed, and iam thankful because God holds me in his hands,
he never fails me,
and he never leaves,
he is the one who i trust will always be walking with me in this life.

He taught me how to forgive,
and taught me how to accept.
He taught me how to love,
and taught me how to listen.

He taught me all the things, that have made me who I am today.
& i will never go back to before.
... .. ..
My life is in his hands,
and i trust him with all my heart

And i miss you '

Love Quotes of The Day

"Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn down your house, you can never tell."
-Joan Crawford
March 31, 2010

"Love is not altogether a delirium, yet it has many points in common therewith"

-Thomas Carlyle

March 30th 2010

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"Love wing'd my hopes and taught me how to fly."

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March 29th 2010

I wonder...

I wonder where you are everyday
I wonder why you dont walk this road with me
I wonder why all our memories are slowly fading, hard for me to remember

I wonder...

I know that things happen for a reason
I know that God has a plan for my life and there is a reason behind everything he does in my life
I know that anything is possible with God

So when i wonder sometimes...

I believe that God has the answers
I believe that there is hope
I believe that falling in life is away of being a stronger person

...I Believe that people leave for reasons, and it makes you a stronger person,
People change so that you can eventually learn how to let go,
Things fall apart, so that better things can fall together,
Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right

I have faith...

I have faith that the things and people who are ment to be in my life will always be here
I have faith that God will lead my in the direction iam called to go
I have faith that someday i will be given answers

I have Hope'

Healer; Hillsong

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I trust in you
I trust in you

I believe you're my healer
I believe you are all i need
I believe you're my portion
I believe you're more than enough for me
Jesus you're all i need

Nothing is impossible for you
Nothing is impossible for you
Nothing is impossible for you
You hold my world in your hands

I love him'

Sometimes, moments just hit you.
Ones that you can be so so thankful for, and at these moments you realize how blessed you are to have the things, and people in your life.

I never thought that i would love anyone so much.
I've also never felt this way before about anyone.
And words cant explain the feeling i get, not just one that ive had once, but an on going feeling everytime i see him, or am with him.

He gives me hope, in things ive lost hope in.
He believes in me and i believe in him.
He is someone that God has blessed me with, and i am so truly thankful.



I Love Him <3

God, please.

God, please as i sit here, i ask for you to open my eyes to things i have not seen before.
Open my eyes to things i would have never imagined experienceing.
Open my eyes to everything that you want for me.
Open my eyes to the things you want changed.

God, please, i want to live for you in everything i do, i want to walk this path with you. I want to be the person that you have planned for me.

So as i wait, ill keep my hope.
Give me some answers, please. Help me know myself better.

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"For every moment wasted wishing you would have done things differently,

is just more time wasted from experienceing life as it is now."

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Memories...

"Memories are the mental faculty of retaining and recalling past experiences."

Pictures built up in our minds that never leave us.

Memories are a way of holding onto the many things that we love, the person we are, the person we used to be and the things you never want to let go of.

We all have memories, but as the days go by.. the memories grow shorter.

At least the ones we used to know so well.

We begin to build more memories, newer memories, with different people in our lives and we may even be a different person ourselves.

The memories that we choose to remember forever, are the ones that feel as though they're the only thing we have left.

left of the past, but also left of that person.

Memories that feel so far away, but you wont ever let them go.

"Torn between the beauty of your memories, and the pain of remembering."

I'm just out to find, a better part of me... another part of me.

Today I'm taking a leap of faith'

"Sailing through life"

Where we stand in this life, isnt just the greatest thing in this world, as compared to what direction we are heading into and how we are getting there. Its not always easy, and nobody ever did promise that everything thrown at us will be easy, but to get to a place where you wish to be, you must sail, sometimes against the wind, but also sometimes with the wind, no matter what the waves in life may bring, you must sail through it. You must never give up, drift nor give up once the anchors in life are thrown down.

You cant ever change the direction of the wind, for it is something that you have to learn to live with. You can always change where your heading and how to get to your destination. You can adjust your sails.

Life brings storms in time's when we would be better off without.

But thats life and we all go through it.

Dont give up... Life is worth sailing through.

The storms in life dont have control over you, you have control over them.

Go the direction your heart tells you to go, and experience things in life that will change you.

Dont let the wind and the storms of life determine your direction.

"Getting through a bad day"

Sometimes even when your having a bad day,
the best way to get through it, is to be thankful for all the things you have, and all the people in your life.

We all have bad days, and its like there's no way out of them, like your trapped within a place that you dont understand how you got to. Just always remember theses quotes...

<3 "The will of god will never take you anywhere where the grace of God will not protect you"

<3 "There is no such thing in having a bad day that is so bad that you are beyond the reach of God's grace. Also, Your best days are never so good that you're beyond the need of God's grace."

<3 "The winds of grace are always blowing; all we need to do is raise our sails"

Passing by

Sometimes moments pass us by, that leave us stunned, in shock and alone.
But those moments are sometimes the only ones we have.
And theres nothing we can do about it, but to just try to understand them.

Like people that pass us by in our lives, they leave us stunned, in shock and alone.
Sometiems those are the moments, the people who help us move on, show us that moving on is possible and its not something that people think is so hard if you just accept it.

Moments and people that pass us by, are like vehicles on a highway you see them as they are on there way to where ever there headed, and your left there searching for something on your own, your left there riding these roads, streets and highways alone trying to find a place where things are real.

We cant always understand why things happen, but theres a little thing called faith, and believing that maybe all things work out to be how they are meant to be, and if they werent then God would be here to lead us in the right path.

...ibeleiveinyouhavefaithandhopeforyou...

"Little Girl"

Little girl opens her eyes, looks up and puts that fake smile upon her precious face.

Nobody ever knows how she feels, no body ever knows what she sees.

This little girl takes things and puts them into her own perspective.

Nobody ever knows what she thinks when she looks at the world around her.

Nobody ever knows how she feels when shes hurt or blessed.

Little girl closes her eyes, trys to find something within her to explain it all.

but still...

Nobody ever knows what the silence feels to her.

Nobody ever knows how the distance cuts her up inside.

Little girl reaches out her hands, trying to reach something that feels so far away.

She reaches out and trys to grab a hold of that one thing giving her hope.

the vage memories of the girl she used to be, or the thoughts about the girl she wants to be.

Little girl, well, shes not a little girl anymore.

And

Nobody can ever tell her she isnt worth anything.

Nobody can ever tell her that shes gone to far and cant reach the light no more.

Nobody can ever tell her that she isnt beautiful because she is.

Nobody can ever tell her that she doesnt have the strength to be someone she believes in.

She pulls her head up, and opens her eyes.

This time, she puts a real smile on her face, not one thats being forced,

and she believes that everything has happened for a reason.

She believes that people actually care, and people actually love her.

She believes that holding onto that hope that keeps her going is something beautiful.

She wont ever let that go.

"fears.

If you were trapped in your worst nightmeres, your biggest fears, what would you do?

Would you try to escape them to freedom and to the light, or would you give up and die within your own made up stories.

We all have fears and we all have nightmeres, some feel more real than others, and some keep you questioning. The thing is when you do have those fears, mostly hidden within you, do you actually try to conquer them, try to escape them or do you give up and die within them, stories that you have made up.

Your own fears are all fears that you have made up because usually something in your past has made them fears to you. Things that you are scared of.

You need to let them go, the fears that we hold inside are the things that are holding us back from living life, from moving on.

So try to escape to freedom and light, dont hold back, give up and die within your own made up stories and fears that keep you from moving on in life.

Look for the light when everything around you feels dark.

Expectations.

There comes a point in your life when you realize that moving on is the answer.

Moving on from who you are, setting yourself a goal of who it is that you want to be.

Its hard sometimes trying to figure that person out, because every place your in, every room your in, the people you are around, they all want you to be someone, they all have someone in mind that you could be, they all have expectations for you, but you just want to be yourself.

They all have places for you to go, people for you to meet, and things for you to do, but all you want is to go somewhere for yourself, meet people on your own and do things for you, not always for other people.

All these expectations from people around you, from this world make things feel like time is running out, like you have to meet all of these expectations.

Why cant we be left to make our own expectations sometimes, maybe thats something we need, because at least when we are finished we know that we have accomplished something for ourselves sometimes.

"You"

I never knew you or who you were, and i am sorry that i didnt ever take those chances to get to know you. When you think you have all the time in the world to get to know someone do you ever think that maybe your underestimating the whole thing.

Now your gone, and i can only hope and pray that i wont ever make that mistake again. Your life was taken away, and you spent so many years fighting for another chance, another day, another month or year, and i am sorry i was never there.
Im sorry i never did let you in, and that i never did get to know you.

Though i never knew you, i new you always had a smile on your face, one that made problems go away because you were someone fighting for so long you gave people hope, because you kept that smile on your face, it gave me hope.

You made me open my eyes to see there are people in this world who have it worse then me, and yet i worry, worry about the littlest things. When you showed everyone that you were thankful no matter what every single day with that smile of yours and your bright eyes, the fact that you never gave up, even though you had to fight every single day, weither they were small or big struggles at a time you never gave up.

In my eyes you are a hero, you made me look at things differently, and let me realize that taking things for granteed is not how things should be. Though your gone now, i know you are in a better place.

Thank you for making things in my life meen so much more to me, thank you for teaching me the right way to look at life.

Forgive me, for never knowing who you were.

'RIP'

'i believe in you'

We have all made mistakes in this life of ours, and we have all probably wanted to give up at some points, but life is about taking your mistakes and making things right, forgiving.
God died on the cross for us, so that we may be forgiven so that we may be given other chances, he put his life on the line so that we may have life.

WE are forgiven every time we make a mistake, or fall into something un godly, he forgives us within seconds of it happening.

We shouldnt take this for granteed though, accept it and move on, and try to be a better person, learn from your mistakes so they dont happen again.

But always remember, you are forgiven.
By his grace and love we are set free.

Work i have done for my sketchbook'

"To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path,

and dont worry about the darkness, for that is when the

stars shine brightest."

A rose that has fallen out of the vaus in water.

Looking at a picture and then drawing exactly what i see

"An Object Melting"

"Hands holding flowers with 2 doves"

"An ice cream cone melting"

"Word art- lyrics"

"A hand with a different design around it"

"An eye with different colors and shapes"